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[16 Oct 2006|04:49pm] |
hey! anyone who used to be friends with me on this journal, go add my new one... I miss some of the friends I had from this one!
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) dearcatastr_phe thankks.<3
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[01 Aug 2006|07:37pm] |
I also kind of have aim again..it's working for now but who knows how much longer this will last.
So also go add JennyCatastrophe to your buddy list and I/m with your s/n. I don't have anyone's anymore.
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[31 Jul 2006|02:32am] |
saves the day is the only band that really matters.
p.s go add dearcatastr_phe it will most likely be the journal I'll use from now on. I'm not 100% positive yet though.
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[28 Jul 2006|06:07pm] |
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the future generation of name droppers will be born tomorrow.
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[26 Jul 2006|03:25am] |
I'm really contimplating deleting this journal and then starting a new one, I want to forget a lot of things and a lot of people. I want to drop old friends and make new one's. I'm starting to find out who really matters to me. There aren't many of them that actually do.
p.s I love downriver.
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[17 Jul 2006|02:05am] |
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You can't just walk right back in my life.
Thanks for making me remember you again, dick.
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[16 Jul 2006|06:15am] |
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The most terrifying spider just crawled down in front of me.
It's past 7 am now, I'm obviously not a normal person.
I'm going to the beach in less than 3 hours. I'm glad I haven't slept yet. :/
I'm intrigued to hear about what happened at modern with jfac...anyone know? I slept through most of metalfest today,but I heard something happened.I kept hearing" sorry about those guys who messed everything up at modern tonight" and "fuck modern exchange". I really want to knowww. If what I've heard about those guys is true, I've lost so much, or well all respect for those guys in jfac. That's really lame.
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[15 Jul 2006|03:53am] |
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I realize I'm ready to just start forgeting about people.Why should I hang out with people who...
a.)bother me an immense amount.
b.)act like children
c.)don't answer/return my phone calls.
d.)treat me like shit in general
I only need a select few friends. I want a best friend...not that I don't have one, but she lives 14 hours away.
I always feel like the more I get to know people, the less I like them. I find so many flaws that I can't handle. I know this could result in me not having friends but hell, maybe I'll get myself together. I don't mind being alone, I'm used to it as of lately.
I just want a friend who I can do anything with, I want someone to party with, smoke hookah with, watch movies with and bake cookies with on crappy weather days, and someone to go to the beach and walks and road trips on really nice days. I don't have that anymore, and I want that so bad. I want a best friend who is their own person and doesn't try to become me. I can't stand that. I can't seem to find anyone who knows how to have fun and then be completely loaf.
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[14 Jul 2006|02:41am] |
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Tomorrow I'm going to hang out with Brianna by her pool all day and lay out. :D
My grad party is july 22nd by the way. 4-9 be there.
I hate that I still miss you, I want to forget I ever met you. I want to find someone else so you are just a distant memory to me. I don't fall quickly, and with you unfortunately I did. I feel no closure with this.
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[12 Jul 2006|12:06am] |
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So, I can't wait for August 9th and 10th. :D
ahhh it's been so long!!
things need to pick back up again, I'm sick of sleeping all the time.
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[10 Jul 2006|04:10am] |
I drove so much today.
I went to get Kayla from Mt. Pleasent.
Let's make this a better week please.
Maybe I'll get some friends.
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[07 Jul 2006|02:01am] |
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my stupid monroe is bothering me, it hurts randomly. So does the cold sore I have and my lips burn and teeth ache. Gahh I love life.
I didn't get to see Matt today due to certain difficulties.
but I hung out with Ian, that made me happy. I wish things were like they were in the Spring, I miss seeing him and everyone everyday. At least they actually called me all the time and it was assumed that we were all hanging out. I miss not caring about anyone else but them, it's easier to not think about anyone else from around here.
I want to go see Angel, she's the one person I wish I could see more than anyone in the entire world. I just need to get the money to go out there. :(
I get to see Dragonforce at Ozzfest, I've got the super pumped about that.
I think I'm going to get extensions tomorrow. Maybe.
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[06 Jul 2006|03:23am] |
I hate summer. I've been miserable for 2 weeks now.
my text won't shrink...well according to my computer. That bothers me too.
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[04 Jul 2006|02:44am] |
STG is currently my favorite band.
I <3 them.
too bad I think about you when I hear them...oh my, there's two of you.
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[03 Jul 2006|01:42am] |
I'm having a hard time controling my jealousy, I get upset for no reason.At least I never speak of this or do anything about it.
Things are quickly going downhill, and I'm just getting over it. I really don't care anymore.
p.s sorry for everything...I was just a waste of time.
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[31 May 2006|07:49pm] |
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I just typed out this whole post...and deleted it on accident. I'm super pissed.
High school is over, and I never have to go to another class ever again. So much changes and I don't know where I'm going, I sometimes like that feeling, there's a mystery to it but at the same time it's terrifying because I'm prone to failure. We'll see how this goes. I'm taking my next few months of summer to just finish being a teenager and not grow up, I have time and a lot to cope with within these next few months and if there's a problem with that and you don't understand, you're not my friend. So many people I'm dropping and forgeting now that this is over, the one's who matter I'll keep in touch with and I hope that they do the same for me too.
I can't wait to start this summer, I just want to have fun and right now that's all that matters. Call me stupid, call me immature, but I don't care. This isn't high school, I don't have to care what anyone says about anything.
I'm ready for road trips, parties, beaches, camping, and doing all the things I should be doing. There's nothing more important right now. This is my senior summer, it's time to make it the best it can be. This is one of those times that you'll remember forever, after this there are so many people you'll never see or speak to again.
I'm ready to get out of this town.
I hope all of this isn't overdramatic.
"And tonight will go on forever while we
Walk around this town like we own the streets
And stay awake through summer like we own the heat
Singing
"Everybody wake up"
"It's time to get down."
(Everybody wake up, it's time to get down)
And when I pass the bottle back to Pete
on the overpass tonight, I bet we laugh
I'm gonna stay eighteen forever
(Cut me open)
So we can stay like this forever
(Sun poisoned)
And we'll never miss a party
(This offer stands forever)
'Cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen
(New haircut)
To anyone about anything
(New bracelet)
'Cause it's all been done and it's all been said
(Eyeliner)
We're the coolest kids and we take what we can get
(Wait forever)
The hell out of this town
Find some conversation
The low fuel lights been on for days
It doesn't mean anyhting
I've got another 500
Before we shut this engine down
We shut it down
(You're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
Eighteen forever
(Your stomachs filled up but you're starved for conversation)
So we can stay like this forever
(You're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
And we'll never miss a party
(And your tearin up your photos 'cause you wanna forget... it's over)
'Cause we keep them going constantly
(You're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
And we'll never have to listen
(Your stomachs filled up but you're starved for conversation)
To anyone about anything cause it's all been done
(You're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
And it's all been said
(And your tearin' up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
We're the coolest kids and we take what we can get"
^^^that's my summer.^^^
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[26 May 2006|05:05pm] |
Prom was amazing, I had the best time ever. I'm so glad I went with who I did, I had a lot of fun with Ian, regardless of how much he didn't want to dance, but he really made it fun and I wouldn't had wanted to go with anyone other than him. My group was awesome and our party bus driver had a really nice mustache. CPT was really cute. All the stress was completely worth it.
2 more days of high school left, wow.
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[24 May 2006|11:40pm] |
Prom.
Tomorrow.
I think Ian's more pumped about it than I am...haha. just kidding.
I'm excited though<3333
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